As I allow the distance to grow - for whatever reasons - between myself and some of the people I once considered close, I find myself alternating between self-sufficient apathy and dreadful feelings of loss and loneliness.
But let's not get lost in self-pity...
I'd like to say that the girl I'm seeing thing is going quite well. Is it? I really don't know. Anyway from talking to her, I've realised that I'm far more calculating than I ever gave myself credit for. I even tell her this. Maybe CM's right, and by gradually exposing your full set of attributes early on, you're giving someone half a chance.
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It's already been too long.
The girl you're seeing seems to like you a lot. Of course you know what most people about the things we come out with.
There's something exciting about exposing yourself. I don't want to be a spanner but there's always the danger that whatever you're putting out there is still hanging there.
Lonliness is a spiral.
I'm reminded of World Leader Pretend. We've had some good listens to that song. May there be many more.
Damn it I misesd a "think".
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